ryethenovel Chapter 198 In My Eyes, You Are An Eternal Hero
Chapter 198 In My Eyes, You Are An Eternal Hero
I don't know how long it took to comfort Luo Xiaoli, and finally Luo Xiaoli's hand loosened a little. Jiang Cheng took the opportunity to breathe a sigh of relief. He could feel that his shoulders were soaked, and obvious water could be seen on that spot. stains.
It is said that women are made of water, which is true.
Xiaoli was also able to cry too much. From the moment she hugged herself, she cried for about 20 minutes. Jiang Cheng knew through her murmured inarticulate voice that she really missed him.
Those water spots are clear proof.
Women are mostly emotional animals, their way of thinking is different from men, so they are more likely to be emotional.
Although Jiang Cheng saw his lover's eyes gradually turning red and his expression frozen, he couldn't express the sadness in his heart, but he was far from expressing the feeling of tears covering his entire face.
Probably, when the emotions are the most chaotic, it will only appear as a dissonant speech and a slight trembling of the fingertips.
At the same time, Jiang Cheng felt a little guilty. He began to regret why it took him three months, from New Year to Yangchun, to look for a chance to go home.
In fact, he doesn't need to regard the scientific research plan as so important, and there is still a chance to breathe, but when the damn sense of responsibility and professionalism emerges, he abandons other emotions, saying that the longing in his heart is closed. Too much.
At the critical juncture, Jiang Cheng chose this way, so he felt guilty.
He chose to fight for the future of mankind in front of the two options.
He didn't regret it, he just felt a little sorry for his lover.
Surviving in reality, the sense of responsibility is very complicated. Children have the responsibility to support their parents. As a scientific researcher, he has the responsibility to the members who trust him in the plan. To Luo Xiaoli, he has the responsibility of a lover.
In short, it is difficult to take care of all aspects.
No matter how much his lover cries, no matter how tightly he hugs her, he can't complain, because he knows that Luo Xiaoli is venting, releasing the emotion that has been pent up in his heart for a long time.
It turned out that there was a dam built by herself to firmly block those things in her mind and let them stay in their own right.
But the sudden appearance of Jiang Cheng undoubtedly completely destroyed the dam, and the floods rushed out, completely washing away the reason.
It behaves a lot like human beings in their infancy, having their lollipop snatched away by the damn kindergarten bully, clenching their fists so tightly that they won't cry no matter how bullied they are. But once he saw his parents and the person who could protect him, a feeling of grievance suddenly came to his heart.
Children who are not protected must be strong, because they have no support behind them, and they can only create a defensive barrier to block their weakness.
Crying is a very exhausting thing. After crying for so long, Luo Xiaoli was a little hungry. In the end, she was only slightly choked up. Jiang Cheng coaxed a few more words, and he called the waiter to ask Ordered a steak, and told Luo Xiaoli, "Okay, don't cry, let's eat, we have to go home after dinner."
She nodded, and said "Yes" in an aggrieved tone, but only a few seconds after holding up the fork, she suddenly asked, "How many days are you coming back this time?"
Jiang Cheng was immediately stunned by the question. He didn't think about this matter well on the way here, so he couldn't come up with an answer that satisfied her temporarily.
He could only answer, "I don't know, I will try to stay for a few days."
Luo Xiaoli's eyes became very resentful in an instant, he quickly waved his hands and changed the subject, which was considered to have dealt with this issue.
Xiao Bi was lying on the table, holding his round head up and wandering between the faces of the two masters, his big Shui Ling eyes couldn't see clearly what kind of emotion it was.
The daytime in spring is still short, and it has been more than half an hour from Jiang Cheng to Lanjing, and the sky is slowly getting dark. There is no ray of light today, but the distant skyline is covered with a layer of mist, like a thin film, making the People feel that the world is starting to become blurred.
Everything that is different during the day, sanity and sobriety at night are replaced by swelled emotions.
They enjoyed this warm dinner, and planned to return to that little home that made people feel at ease after dinner.
It's not luxurious there, it's different from the dreamy resting place described in any extravagant articles, but it feels like being in a warm ocean current, even if you close your eyes and disappear from there, it won't be too much. will feel sorry.
As the car drove through the streets of Lanjing, Jiang Cheng and Luo Xiaoli embarked on their way home. When he looked out the window, those scenes were fleeting.
He looked at the ordinary sycamore trees, at the stone steps around the green road, at those landmark buildings, things that he had never paid attention to before, but now gave people an indescribable feeling, Jiang Cheng was silent After a long time, I slowly realized that this feeling is called: Homecoming.
He traveled thousands of miles, went to the Black Tower of Pittsburgh to obtain data, watched the Ohio River flow quietly, and was in charge of the cosmic docking plan in a remote northern town. For a month, Jiang Cheng didn't feel how slow the passage of time was.
In other words, he didn't suffer because he put all his heart and soul into it.
But looking at these familiar scenes now, he really felt nostalgia suddenly, and he couldn't let go of the place where he grew up.
Life itself is meaningless. We do not exist to find meaning. On the contrary, everything we experience and feel in life gives us meaning.
This can be extended to the long river of time and human civilization. The birth of carbon-based organisms is inseparable from human civilization, and it is the beginning of everything.
There is a saying in Three Body, give time to civilization, not to civilization.
Here, Jiang Cheng understands that it turns out that meaning is carried by life, not life by meaning.
We feed ourselves, we talk about mountains and seas, about poetic ideals, about the grass grows and the warblers fly.
Create a warm room, record civilization in books, spend a good night with your lover, stand drunk and crazy on the street, and cry with snot all over your face after being rejected by the girl you like.
Life includes all these things, so what a wonderful thing it is to survive in this world.
Even though there are dross and loopholes in human civilization.
Even though human nature is dark, perverted, and selfish.
Even though there are many things in this colorful world that are completely disappointing, I still have to advise those friends who have lost confidence in the bad life: there are still some things that are worth celebrating.
When Jiang Cheng and Luo Xiaoli returned home, they were doing the things they were familiar with, washing up step by step, without feeling strange at all, even though the couple hadn't been in the same room for several months.
But they pointed out tacitly.
At nine o'clock at night, the lights of thousands of houses outside were turned on, and due to the cloudiness, thousands of stars could not be seen in the sky.
The light was on in Luo Xiaoli's room, and she was lying on the side of the bed, holding her mobile phone.
Jiang Cheng is on the phone, it is those busy affairs. Although he left his post, he is still remotely controlling the research progress of the plasma cannon. There are many things that Gu Qing sorted out and reported to him. He needs a With a nod and personal instruction, the plan can be fully carried out.
She said she was playing with her mobile phone, but Luo Xiaoli's eyes did not stay on the mobile phone screen. Instead, she kept looking at Jiang Cheng, looking at him carefully arranging things with a little nostalgia, her gaze focused on his eyes, On the eyebrows, lying lazily on the wet hair on the forehead.
Luo Xiaoli licked her lips.
"By the way, I heard many people in the school say that the situation we are facing is very tense now. What kind of federation has been established to solve this crisis. Maybe everyone will be finished. Is this true?"
She was asking the right person. The core person in this vortex of terror is Jiang Cheng.
The person Luo Xiaoli likes, her boyfriend who has been together for more than eight months, the guy who sleeps on the same bed, was still considering whether to be the commander of the Federation some time ago.
No one knows more about the situation than Jiang Cheng.
After a little hesitation, Jiang Cheng pulled off the bath towel from his body and wiped his hair. The look in Luo Xiaoli's eyes suddenly became extremely bright, and then immediately became dim, because he didn't see what he wanted to see. When I came out of the bathroom, I wore big pants again.
Jiang Cheng said, "The current situation is indeed not too optimistic. It is not an exaggeration to say that all the forces are facing an enemy. Human beings have struggled for thousands of years, experienced two world wars, and blood flowed into rivers. The shroud of horse leather is not as serious as this crisis. Most of the reasons for our nervousness come from our lack of understanding. Even if it is only 10% of the means of attack, the way of existence, and the degree of civilization, it will not be so uncomfortable."
He paused and continued, "But don't worry too much, the most capable people in the entire world have been concentrated in the federation, our efforts, and our vigilance and defense are all rising rapidly , has reached the limit that modern civilization can reach. If this is still unable to face the invaders, it can only explain one problem."
Jiang Cheng put the towel on the balcony, turned his face, and shrugged, "That can only show that the demise of our civilization is inevitable, just like a country with cold weapons versus a country with hot weapons, it is not an order of magnitude, no matter how much you worry about it It’s also in vain.”
Luo Xiaoli seemed to understand a little bit, and nodded seriously, she was listening to Jiang Cheng's phone call just now, although Gu Qingwan had sorted out those trifles to a very simple level, it still sounded like nothing to her. It's as complicated as a bible.
She asked suspiciously, "Then are you so busy now?" There was some distress in her tone.
Jiang Cheng sat by the bed, "Yeah, it's a good thing I didn't become the commander-in-chief of the Federation, otherwise I would be ten times more busy than I am now. Even so, as the leader of the Federation's science and technology team, I am still very busy. It's pretty good."
"Ah... so hard."
Luo Xiaoli has only seen Jiang Cheng doing research without sleep and food, and that is already the limit of what she can understand as a person.
If she knew the concept of the total technology supply of the Federation that Jiang Cheng was in charge of, she would have been shocked beyond measure.
"Commander?" She was keenly aware of the key message from the other party's mouth, "Are you asked to be the commander?"
"Yes, but I abstained."
"As for the Gooseman who was broadcast on TV a few days ago, he served as the commander-in-chief. Is this the position you abstained from?"
"if not."
Luo Xiaoli was suddenly speechless, the phone dropped from her hand and fell onto the bed, her moist mouth was slightly open, and her eyes were full of unbelievable brilliance.
She knew that big brother was not ordinary, was very important, and was very good at scientific research, but she couldn't imagine that Jiang Cheng had reached such a level, it was too sensational.
Is that something ordinary people can imagine?
Luo Xiaoli's reaction was pretty good. If Jiang's father and Jiang's mother knew that their son had been nominated as the commander-in-chief of the alliance, they might be so excited that they would pass out.
"Give up? Why?"
"It's very simple, I don't think I can do it." Jiang Cheng smiled.
"Is there anything in the world that you can't do? I never think so."
She came over suddenly, her pretty cheeks were full of seriousness, and kissed Jiang Cheng hard on the mouth.